Sorry for being so slow writing here, a lot has happened in my life since last time, most importantly, I’ve got a job. The best job that I could get, so I’m really excited about that.

So on the note of getting a job, I sort of took a farewell tour. From now on I’ll probably spend less time back up in the north. Before I used to spend the whole summers there, but I might spend a week up there now. When I was up there it struck me that I’m almost the only one who have moved out, and how different our views of that was. As long I can remember I’ve always known that I was going to move from Umea as soon as I possibly could, I can’t explain why but that’s just the way it is. I’m not going to over-analyze this, now. ‘Cause I’ve got a 13 hour bus ride ahead to do that, and I need to get going now. But to conclude what I’ve just wrote, here’s some lyrics from the mighty Looptroop Rockers that sums up my feeling in a nice way.

I’m feelin’ stressed there’s a stone in my chest.

I’m miles away from performing my best.

I gotta open up, let go of that weight,

fast before my past is catchin’ up the pace.

I didn’t wanna leave, I just had to.

Never knew how you felt about it, forgot to ask you.

I’m glad for the time we had, those years were the finest,

but I can’t live in a world full of blindness.

What I’m looking for can’t be found here.

The place I wanna go to ain´t around here.

So I’m leaving, ain´t no packing needed.

If there’s a better place to live I gotta see it.

Maybe I am looking for love,

or maybe I’m just sick of this world.

Don’t matter, if I said I cared I would lie.

This ain´t the time for bad theories about why.

So don’t try to figure it out,

you can’t cus if I could I wouldn’t be where I’m now.

Just live your life and take it easy my friend.

The future is ahead to come and we’ll meet again…